teman...menemani.....

untok malam ni...
lpas aku oncall ngan awek aku..eman call aku...
sembang2 amende ntah....
panjang gler...
dri pkol 12...
sampai pkol suboh(ayat trrbaeekk)
macam2 la...gelak same2...
rndu same2...
huhu...
best...
upenye slame ni ego aku tinggi sangat...
ksian eman...
die bole trime aku ade awek lain...
kami still kawan.... =)
kawan yg mesra sangat...
seronok la....
thnx eman...
sayang ang,,,
we are still need each other...
although we don't have any relationship....
if you need me..just call me babe...
i'll spent my time for you...
=)
happy this night...(moning)
hhhmmmm....
i think...
my mood is come back...
=)
coz i'm smiling now...
don't know why...
miss to hug u....
bye....

nerves!!!trauma..

pg td p daki bukit larut.....
daki smpai atas...
huhu...
kebosanan kat ats tu..
aku smpat temu duga bro ats tu..
time aku p makan..
aku p daki ngan xmakan nye..
penat nk mampos la..
nyaris x pengsan je..
huhu..
bro tu kate..
bosan dek ats ni...
aku yg xdok atas tu pon da bosan ngan hdop ni...
hhhmmm..
dlam pjalanan turon..
aku nyaris2 jdi mngsa tnah runtoh..
dpan mate aku pokok tu tumbang..
kalau kcik xpe..
mak aih..
5 kali gande besar aku..
traoma doh..
aku blek td diam je...
trauma..
huhu......
papae...
alhamdulillah aku selamat....
=)

just keep it on....

faced a lots of hurts.....
always wet with a lots of cries.....
don't know what to say....
i'm speechless.....
and now....
i really alone....
i've promise...
no one after her...
so..
i decide...
thats what i should do....
but....
hhhmmmmmm.......
what can make my life coloured again...
my life now just in black and white..
no any colour else...
so.....
she have got a better than me...
im happy for it.....
i wish a best for you....
i still need her...
but in my condition now..
she don't understand me...
so....
i don't want to forced her to be mine and still love me...
because....,
the real me is already died....
and it will gone forever....
never comes back...
so...
can u accept me with other me.????
not the old one...
now i just have  my friend..,thats can make me happy...
but...
my heart is still crying coz losing u...
i don't know what going on..
i just want to find back my life....
but...
u.....
never understand....
i let u go,because i know,all this will happened....
are u still remember what i've told u....
that happened now right....
my instinct never wrong....
i don't want u always cry coz of me....
now...
u really hates me...
its ok...
i never blame you all that happened...
azam da ckap, kalau azam nk jdi pendiam,azam la pendiam yg pling  hebat....
are u still remember that...
so,
this the real me....
i'll be the old me...
if,u always understand and be with me....
a true love,is a love that always with cries and pains....
you never understand all this....

seConD cHanCe..a.k.a peluAng keDua....

hhhmmmmmm...
should i take the chance???
or...just let it disappear???
hhhmmm...
don't know.....
move on with my life,without her...
huh,something hard for me..,
i just don't want her disappointed coz of me...
hhhmmmm....
she never lose hope for me???
should i give her a chance???
or i should let if gone???
i don't say i don't want...
i don't say i want...
please...
help me....
i'm always disappointed her...so...
i don't want to do it more......
so..should i have the second chance???
or,let it go far away????
don't know.....
seriously don't know....
now...i have a sister that can make me smile...
but,it's not same like what i have one time ago...
i still love her,but i can't still with her....
weird things right???
hhhmmm....
so bored have this kind of life....
bored!!!!bored!!!!
i can't smile like the past..
what i have one time ago..
now,just a memories..
my happiness,my smile...
my life...
and......
my heart.....
my love...
emmmm...
my......girlfriend...,
that i really love her.....
i've to forget alll this memories....
can i do it...
i don't know....
allright...
just move on with what i have now....
hAhA!!!

rImaS+LemAs!!!!!!

aku xske mcm ni la...
buat biase ckop la...
xpyah la nak kalot2....
aku xske!!!!!
ape ni...
kemarok sngt asal!!!?
xpayh!!!xpayah la..!!
sheme tolong la kwan ang tu....please....
jgn la nk pressure aku...
rimas la!!!rimas!!!!
kate bole trima hakikat!!!
xpyah la nk buat klam kabot sngt ngan aku...
BOLE TAK!!!!!!

nEw lIfe WiTh SomEonE nEW??????

don't understand.......
really don't understand.....
hhhhhmmmmmm.....
never mind....
there are someone have loved me....
so...
should i with her to start a new life????
don't think so...
coz my histories are still there...
i can't forget all that easily...
noot so easy...there still have love for her....
but much from it has lost,gone already...
what should i do now????
still single or find someone????
hhhmmmm....
really don't know.....

aKu maMpu!!!!

ALLAH xkn mmbebenkan seseorang kecuali die mampu....
hhhmmmm....
aku mampu la hadapi sume ni...
ok2,...
aku bole buat....
i know...one day...
the revenge will come...
hhmmmmm....
aku doakan dpe akan sdar la dari blengu diri sndri tu...
amin...
pape pon kaki aku melecur..
kne ekzos moto...
pdeh2...
btw...
stg nk blek ostel..
nk tngok mke bdak2 sheets tu!!!!!!
sakit2...
never mind...
kau xprlu takot kalau kau btol....
ade ke dpe tdoh aku nk kapel ngan adek angkt aku sndri,,,..
ish3...
ni sume keje adek angkat aku tu la..
biarkn je la dpe...
yg pntg..
aku xkn tnjokkan dri aku yg sbenar kat dpa...
ykot t sume orang lari...
tkot tngok aku...
hhhmmmm...
ape la nsib aku ni...
xpe2...
mnurot pngalaman cinte aku...
cnte sjati xpnahnye happy je...
mst ade sakit jgak...
ALLAH nak tngok sjaoh mane ikhlas  kite mncintai seseorang....
so..,
kalau dlam hubungan tu ade ranjaunye...
sabar2 la ea..
tu yg akan buat hubungan tu lg kuat...
kite pkir positif atas sume bnde negatif yg jdi kat kite..
INSYALLAH....
ade kberkatannya....
dpe kacau aku ngan eman..,
bnde tu bole buat aku ngan eman lg sayang..
hhhmmmm....
kan aku ckap td...cnte sjati xkn happy je semedang..
pcaya la ckap aku....
aku xbohong....
aku xksah dpe nk buat pe pon...
aku xkco hdop dpe,jgn kacau hdop aku..,
biar aku hdop tnpe korang..
xmati pon la xde kwan mcm korang..
aku lg best xde kwan mcm korang...
myusahkan je...
ehmh!!
ok la....
aku x packing pape lg ni...
aduh...
nk kne blek skol da...
tngok mke bdak2 sheat tu lg...
sabo je la...
btw...
korang hdop.,kne pndai cri kwan..
jgn cri kwan yg gelak skali ngan korang,bile korang nangis,korang ngis sorang2....
kawan xgne tu....
xlame je lg...stahun lbeh je lg...
pas tu aku ngan member sjati aku kt luar sratas tu je...
aku ade je kwan yg aku glak ngan die..aku ngis ngan die..,
STEVE!!!
bru btol kawan nmenye tu...
k la...
bile2 aku jin..
aku post la lg ea..
bye2....

what kind of me now????

now...
my life had gone...
go far away..
and never be back....
so....
what i must do now tu stay live on this world...?
just u my GOD that i've now...
i prays for your blessing my GOD,
because i failed in my mission again....
to change her...,
to obey to you...
im so sory...
now..,
just u...
i just want to change myself...
don't wannt to failed again...
just need u to surf in this world...
ya robbi..,
please forgive me...,
for all sins that i've made...
hopping for your paradise....
i'll....
i'll....
bless me ya ROBBi...
i don't have anyone more....
just u...
adakah aku layak untok menyeru hambamu kejalanmu lg...??'
setelah banyak kali gagal,difitnah,dicaci,
aku tahu,nabimu lebih menderit dari aku..,
aku hanya insan biasa,tdak sperti rasulmu.,
aku hampir putus asa untok ini,
aku minta maaf kerana gagal untok menyeru ke jalan mu....

fOrgiVe mE...

Maafkan aku sekiranya tak termampu
Untuk mencurahkan semua isi hatiku
Ternyata tak terkata
Rinduku padamu

Ku takkan bisa menjadi lebih
Dari apa yang terdaya
Namun ku tetap berjanji
Akan masih mencuba untuk
Memujuk hatimu
Mencintai aku
Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu
Secebis perasaan ku hamparkan
Membawa sejuta harapan
Menagih cinta
Teragung darimu

Maafkan aku sekiranya
Tak termampu untuk
Mencurahkan semua
Isi hatiku

woOOooohHhHOoooooOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehem2!!!!
da nk balik ostel..
function ngan member kelas....
huhu...
best2...
jmpe sayang aku....
hehe...
nk tngok die makin bulat ke x..
hehe....
jgn sampai aku x knal da la...
hhhmmmmm.......
da ok da.....
semua da ok....
maybe la...
aku nk tngok pe akn jdi stg....
hhmmm...
siyez xsabar nk balik ostel....
umah xde pe la...
asyik men game je.....
nk jgak men rgby lg...
rndu gilbert la...
da la...nk siap....bye2....

what's nOw!!!!

what's now??!!!
what i've to do now???
die plak yg sentap...
mcm biase...
gadoh...
last2 aku yg kne pjok blek...
bkan die pjok aku...
hhmmm.....
tape la...
nasib la aku sayang die...
hhhmmmm...
sayang aku ni la....
hilang abes marah+bengang aku td lpas die sentap.....
hehe...
tu la cara nk buat aku da x bangang....
pandai die...
pndai jgak aku ckap isu sensitif....
hehe...
tp skang die off phone plak...
cmne nk happy...
aku da x marah...
i think i got back the real me...
tnhnx for my love...
hehe...
azam twu eman x trfkir pon care ni...
hehe...
eman..
eman....
kan azam ckap...
kalau azam bdmood ke pe ke...
buat2 je mcm ade masalah....
sentap ke...
tu je carenye yg paling brkesan....
baby......
on la phone cpat.....
azam nk eman....
cpat la....
azam nk pujok eman balik ni.....
lpas bkak phone tu call azam tros ea....
azam tngu...

ohuk!!uhuk!!!

i lost the real me....
hhmmmm...
nobody want to help me to find back the real me...
i don't know what i must do now...
=(
who can help me???
aiman???she don't want....
sheme...?hhhmmmm....
she just my BFF..
whose more??!!!!
nobody right...
ok...
i'll behave like this untill i don't know when..
untill die??
maybe...
goOd luck for your life....
don't be like my life...
bye2...

TrOubLe iS a fRienD.....

nk dngar story x????
de bdak2 skol aku bajet otai....
tnjuk kuat dalam kumpulan....
cube dtg one by one sparing ngan aku...
xbrani plak...
bkan taiko namenye tu...
TAIKUCING ade la...
hahaha....
xpnah aku jmpe bdak2 yg bodo mcm depa...
aku pon xpaham dpe tu...
pe yg depa x puas hati sngt entah...
ajak face to face x nk...
tkot....
xde tlor ke bang...
cbe stiap malam dtg sorang2 mai sparing ngan aku....
kn jantan mcm tu!!!!
ingat aku goyang ngan hampa ke???
aku xperlukan gang untok kuat la...
korang kuat dalam gang...
bile sorang2...KECOT!!!!!
pape pon aku kne selamatkn kwan baik aku...
ksian die...
die pon ikot la pongong bdak2 xde telor tu...
ish..ish..ish..
ksian kawan aku tu...
ape yg depa dengki+xpuas hati pon aku x tau....
cube face to face...
story elok2..
kalau xnk kne tumbok la...
kalau nak...
aku ok je..
aku x goyang la ngan korang...
korang ramai pon goyang ke ngan aku yg sorang ni...
bodo pnye orang....
xpnah aku jmpe orang bodo mcam korang....
ksian korang....
aku xprlukan kawan mcam korang pon la...
korang ingat korang buat mcm tu kat aku ade aku kesah ke????
haha...
mcm korang tuxgune pape pon...
yg pntg aku nk kwan baik aku balik....
hampa jgn usik kwan baik aku...
ingt!!!
jgn usik dia!!!!

ParDon mE!!!!

for mY bAby..
i'm sorry baby...
coz always mad at u....
really sorry baby..
i love u more than everything...
hhhhmmmmm.....
love u much2 baby...
i miss u a lot...
please baby....
when will i can kiss u...
i can hug u....
when we will get married!!!!!!
i want u!!!!
huh....!
i want u!!
always want u baby....
muuuaaahhh!!!
love u!!<3

a New LiFE hAVe bEgiN!!!!!

now...
i have a new life...
because now she always be with me...
make me happy......
she become the old aiman that i've know...
i hope she will not act worse like what she make it to me...
i just want her in my life...
please....
always be with me..
don't ever u let me alone again....

SeMaKin HaRi SmaKin sunYi...

i don't know why.....
but i feel alone....
hhhmmm.....
selalu alone......
knape xde sape nk teman aku....
awek aku pon xnk teman aku...
boring doh dok kat bumi seratas tu...
dgn xde teman nye...
sorang2..
sdeh..
hhhmmmm....
xpe la...
aku paham..
sape la nak teman orang macam aku ni...
serba kekurangan...
aku mmg sume orang benci...
xde penah ade sesape sayang aku....
xpe la...
bye...

semakiN HaRi sEmaKin HaPpY.......

now.....
i think my life most better.....
when she appears back in my life.....
i need her mostly.....
love her very much.....
for my friend sheme......
thanx coz give support to me....
miss u sheme.....
lots of thing happened in 2 weeks in this school....
she leave me alone for a week....
i don't know what i must do....,
when she not with me....,
i feel my life empty without her,,...
hhhhmmmm.....
and now...
she always be at my side again....
i love her....
i'll not let this moment go away....
i miss our sweets memories once time ago...
i hope i'll have it again....
now...
my life is more brighter.....
i get my friend back...
i get my love back...
but,...
i didn't get my heart again....
i hope she will give it back to me....
A.....E..

what i've done!!!!!

hhhmmm...
i feels so guilty....
why i do like that to her????
i love her very much...
hhhmmmm....
i so sorry babe....
i'm really sorry......
i'll always be with you my love.....
we face all this togather...
i promise....
i'll always beside you in all situation.....
i love u baby.....

aish!!!!

esOk balik sko!!!!!!
yeah!!!!
syok!!!!!!
dapat jmpe sayang aku.....
hehe...
i miss her so much!!!!
nk tngok perubahan yg telah brlaku....
hehehe...
makin comel ke.....
or.....
makin  gebu.....
hehehe.....
a rindu e.....
sangat2!!!!!

aish!!!!

esOk balik sko!!!!!!
yeah!!!!
syok!!!!!!
dapat jmpe sayang aku.....
hehe...
i miss her so much!!!!
nk tngok perubahan yg telah brlaku....
hehehe...
makin comel ke.....
or.....
makin  gebu.....
hehehe.....
a rindu e.....
sangat2!!!!!

hikhik!!1

beso giler sayang aku waktu baby dulu...../
takot aku tengok...
btw..
sekarang da x beso sngat da...
heheh...
gebu jerr...
hhmmm....
sebenarnya...
aku sangat boring sekarang...
boring sangat,...
hhmmm...
nk2 die...
sangat2!!!!!




ni aku waktu baby....haha...putih!!!!

.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?

nothing to write....
i just post this.....
to

say....
i miss her....
soOo much....
hhmmmmmm....:(
miss you baby!!!!
much2!!!!

=( sangat...

x twu nk uat pe...
solat blom lg..
solat la....
boring sangat....
sangat-sangat...
xde sape nk teman....
xpe la...
orang x sudi nk teman...
hhmmmm....
fine,...
faham....,
alone....
alone...
and..alone...
again......

nOthiNg...

meaningless this night....

because...

she not with me....

hhmmm...

sad,,...

btw...

i've heard her voice before sleep....

a little ok...

fine...

i can't continue life without her..,.,

by my side,...

syoK abeS!!!

last night.....,.,
hhhmmmm....
we had a call....
hehe....
syok x HinGaT!!!!!!
die knE ngAn aKu......
hehehe....
now she know.....
there have someone more strange than her...
i did it all for her...,
to open her mind...,.,
to be little matched...,.,
hhhmmmm...
hope she not mad at me...
hehe...
i did all that because i love her much2!!!
hhhmmmm....
but....,
tonight....,
she not with me.....
hhhmmm.....
feels so empty without princess.....,|
i neEd u princess.....,
badly....
hhmmmmm....
what should i do now...???
i really miss her...
A sayang E......
sangat2.......

miSS HeR sO MuCH........
i nEeD heR BaDly.....

much-MUCH!!!!

knpe malam ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

knape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 sume orang nk uat aku marah mlm ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
knape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
orang yg aku sayang pon same!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sehari suntok aku tunggu die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mcm ni buat kat aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(^^^)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why i feels so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aarrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fucks!!!!!!
huh....
who can help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hhhmmmm............

boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BoRiNNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rinDu DiE!!!!

.................................
miss her....
much-much....

di mana die....buah hati saye....,

hhmmm;.....
mane die...
die kate kejap je...
but almost 3 hours i wait for her...
fine..
keep waiting....,
maybe she have something to do....
important!!!
fine....
i'll wait....

huUuhHhh....

hmmmmmm.......
why this happen to me..???
what should i do....??
hmmmmm......
i just want the best for her,....
but...she never understand.....,
i forced her for her good actually....
but why she mad at me...,
hhmmmmm....
to be a caring  person is also quiet difficult....
i just don't want anything worse happen to her......
i know.....
i'm not a perfect person......
thats why she never follow what i ask her....
ouh..i see....
allright......
thanx for everything......
thanx  coz  show  who i'm in your life....
just  like.....hmmmmmm....
fine.....,
you are my life...
i'll never let  u go....

 aa

=(

kene marah.....
xpe la...
salah aku jgak...
sori sbb azam slalu memakse,....
azam da xnk pakse eman da,,..
eman buat la ape eman nak buat...
jgn halang ape yg azam akan buAt,,

not hAvE tiTLe...

what i've done....
aiman are mad at me...,
hhmmmm....
better i don't distrub her..
i don't want she mad at me again....
what should i do..???
should i answered her call this night..????
anyone can help me....,
hhmmmm...
aku ni mmg bodoh la!!!!!!
mati lagi bgos la...
what a sucks life...
i hate my life!!!!!!
aarrrggghhh!!!!!!
aku da nak tnjuk diri aku yang sebenar.....,
SETAN aku da nak keluar kot...
tanduk aku da nak tumboh kot!!!
why must i face like this...
sume orang benci aku...
same as aiman.....
she also hate me...
hhmmm...
xde moOd nak post pnjg2!!
bye!!

oOoOpSSSS.......

i've done one stupid things this night....
die da titow...
tetibe die bngon blek....
xsangke sentap aku mnjadi...
hakahakahak...
aku rase serba salah lak skang....
die x titow sbb aku...
hehe...
i'm sorry sayang.....

.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?

bosan+boring+xxx+???+demam+pneng+tension
=kesunyian....kekosongan....kehampaan...sendirian..

menempoh hari yang menyakitkan....

rase tersisih!!+bengang!!!+alone!! =hdup ape ni!i!!!

where is !my moOD!!!!!!!!!!!
why i feels like this???????
anybody can help me????
no one wants to be with me...,
i'm feels so lonely...,
and sad....

tired+alone+sad......

alone again...
she sleep already......
just me....alone.....
in front this laptop.....,
post something what i feels......
so boring!!!!!!!!!!
what kind an empty life!!!!!
hmmmm.....
 aku rase mcm da tanak hidup da la.....
xde smangat...
hhmmmmm.....malas nak pikir......
my life was so empty without her!!!!!!!

shiniNG LiFE!!!!!

today.....
emmmmmm.....
i feels soO happy....
because i can see my sweetheart cuties face.....
holidays!!!!!!!!
nothing exiting for me,...
i don't know what i've to do.....
but....
my love said that she want off her phone....                                                                                                and never on her FB for this holiday.........
hehehe...
how long she can be......
how i must face my life far from her...
what a sad things......
by the way....
i love her!!!!!
much!!!much!!

what A boRinG life????

i feel like my life now meaningless.....
i don't know why..,
just eel she like become far from me....
and a think her love for me is become weak...,
i don't want live without her....,
please....,., MY GOD...,

make this heart just for her.....

please...please....

i realy want together with her....

please....,
please....
=(
i hope that will be reality....
hmmm.....
what a sad life like this.....
i don't want she leave me...
i don't want to leave her alone....
i'll try to face this life....,

so hard to me!!!!!!

aaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
why all this must happen to me!!!!!
please.....
please...

i realy want her love.....,

for my sweetheart....

It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we’re trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it’s on girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I’ll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let’s just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that’s cool.
No, I won’t blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don’t say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we’ll go, go, go, go-go.
If you’re ready, like I’m ready.

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. x2

Cause it’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you

CBR125R!!!!!!

huh......
beautiful one...!!!
AAAARrRRrgGGGhhHHhH!!!!!!
i hope i'll get one......
this is the latest cbr125r......
for sportbikes lover...
hope anybody saw this bike..
tell me where...
i'll find it....

a mEaNinGless niGht!!!!

a meaningless night for me...
because i don't hear her voice before i sleep....
i can't oncall with her.....
because she was sleepy.....
emmmm....,.,,
i really miss her....

fOr mY SweEthEarT!!!!!!

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

???????????

x twu nak post ape....
emmmm....
i'm playing with my feelings now........
i don't know whats are playing in my head....
maybe....
i'm not in some one hearts...,
which i really loves......
emmmm....
coz.,,she can't forget her past memories......
some times i feels sad...
coz......
i think i'm not in her heart mostly......

HaTi x TenanG!!!!!

why.....
why,.....
why i feel so unhappy....
coz i can't see her face....
i really miss her,.,..
i must control what i want...
i must control my self.....
huh...
that is not an easy one...
anybody can help me????!!!!
what should i do???????
Oh My GOD...
please help me....
what should i do now....
i want her to be my wife soon....
i want to live with her....
i hope you will herd what i willing to you.....
for my love...
i love u so much!!!!!
when my brithday 2days ago....
i feel so happy with her...
i see her face so happy....
i realy missed that time will  come again in my life,,...
such a meaningful day in my life......
i hope so....:)

pAnaS hAti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ape ni.....
aku rase nak sepak je...
babi btoi la...
da la cepat la hanto aku!!!!
babi!!!!!
dok rumah buat sakit hati je!!!!!
setan!!!!!!!
da la!!!
bek aku p skol cpat!!!!!!
aAAAaaaRRRRgggGHHHH!!!!!!!!!
why all this happen to me?????????/
fucking sheets!!!!!!!!!!

wAaAaaAAAaa!!!!!!!

waaa...
kne balik kampong....
aku x ske!!!
xske!!!!
emmmm...
xpe...
mngkin ade hikmahnye.....
ikot je la.....
emmmm....
untok sayang aku...,
sori sangat2....
xsdar mlm td sayang call.....
kat sane aku xbole nak on9...
xbole blogging...
WaaaAaAAA....
sdeh!!!!!
btw...
aiman msih ade nk tman aku...
arap2 line maxis x kacau la....
amin~~

mAxIs SUckS!!!!!!!!!

what a stupid network coverage!!!!!!
why for this time it want be like this!!!!!
for a whole night!!!
im so bored!!!
i can't talk with her!!!!
why???
coz the maxis coverage not clear.....
aku mngamok smlam......!!!
coz why....
my earphone broke....
line not clear!!!!
arrgGhHHh!!!!!
tensiOnnye!!!!!!!
orait nothing...
but...
last night..
i'm sorry sayang...
coz i sleepy...
then tertitow.....
sori ea sayang......
azam nk dngo suare eman......
rndu sangat kat eman!!!!
azam mnx maap ea mengamok smlm....
azam sayang eman...
thnx sbb bg azam cooldown....
sayang eman.,....

wHaT i'VeTo dO...?????

what i've to do????
where is she???
why maxis line was not clear there?????
what a f*** things!!!!!!
i miss her.....
ok...
maybe she have a lot things to do....
thats alright....
i hope she will text me....
any time...
i'll wait for her.....
last night i wait for her untill 3 in the morning....
but..
emmmm...
what a sad things,...?
then i go to sleep....
i hope this night....
i could hear her voice.....
emmm....
or maybe she don't remember me here........
ouh...
ok...
hehe...
i know...
i'm just a dust in her heart.....
meaningless....
ok.....
but i love her.....,
i hope she will not frusted me anymore....,
just like other do to me.....

aloNe AgAIn.....!!.........

today she'll return home.....
emmmmm......
i'm alone.....
no one accompanied me here....
so sad....,.,
ok...,,
fine...
i can't meet her before she went home...
i can't hug her...
coz i do't want to do what at my past....,
i love her..
i promise i'll always backup her..
always support her...
but...
i'm alone...
i can't see her face more....,
i don't know what i've to do.....
emmm...
i hope she will not forget me here....,
i need her to continue my life...
without her..,..,
an empty life!!!!!!!!
emmm..,.,
i miss her....,
so much...,.,
i know she don't belive that i love her...
i miss her....
very much...,.,
i belives that she love me...
i hope she'll remember what i ask her for.....
for a whole week  i have to live without her.....,
emmmm....
i love her....,.,
i hope she'll be the same.....,
i hope one day she will  always be at my side....,
~~AmiN~~

wHaT a EMpTy liFe??????????

why all kind of sadness always appears in my life????
why???
why???
anybody can explain to me????
i love her...
why my heart always sad when think about her????
YA ALLAH.....
i promise to my self....
i'll help her.....
thats what i promise....
i hope you'll give me a spirit to done all this on your way....
i'm happy when i heard she want to change...
so happy...
i love her....
YA ALLAH...
we hope you will bless and stay our love.,,
till death come invite us.....
~aMIN~
aku sayang die sangat!!!! sangat!!!
hidup aku kosong....
aku cube untok jadi azam yg dulu...
tp..,..
aku rase azam yg sekarang ni yg terbaek...
aku akn cbe jdi yang terbaek entok eman....

lovE Her!!!!!!!!

now.....
i feel so happy with her...
i know she realy loves me...
i love her to....
she realy take care about me....
i feel happy with her.....
forgot my old post....
now...
i feel so happy......
saYang!!!!!!
i love u,....
so much.....

bye...bye...

~~PeaCE nO waR~~
i'll be at school 4 a long time...
huh...
no problem...
as long as she with me there...
i love her..
to my followers..,.,
bye bye,....

why do this to me????

why????
i wait 4 her...,.,
huh...
but..
any text not come to my inbox....
sOo  sad!!!!!
why...
da x sayang kot??????
emmm....
npe x ckap klu da x sayang????
oonow,.,.
i'm so boring!!!!!!
i think i can hear her voice...,.,
but..,.,
noting i can do now....
just wait 4 her..,.,
i hope she will call me this night.....
i realy hope that....
sOrrow+sad~~

x tau.....??

just now she call me....,
huh...
but.,.,
we just talk for a minit....,
emmmmm...,
for a whole night i wait to talk with her...,
huhu...,.,
we just talk just a minit...
emmmm.,.,
she say.,.,.,
she've to help her mother....,
that night...,.,
she take a pill.................,
then she sleepy..,.,,
ok,.,.,
but.,.,,.,
why she don't text me before she sleep?????
huh!!
fine!!
i must still wait for her....,,
huhu..,.,
kuchiwa~~~

kOsoNg,.,,KosOnG...,.,

sheats!!!!!!!!
sheats!!!!!!
i hate my life......!!
theres no meaning of this life!!!!!
OMG!!!!
why u give this kind of life to me?????=(
why????
why???
are there something waiting for me at the end?????
a things can make me happy....,
can make my life meaningfull.,.,.,,?
can  make me stop my cry????
can make me smile always...???
hhhmmm....
i hope thats realy waits for me....,.,
i don't want to face this kind of life more...,.,
always sad..,.,
huh..,.,
thanks GOD...,
coz give me a goOd friend..,,
they where always make me smile..,.,
make me happy.....,.,
hehe...,.,
but behind my smile...,.,
there full of sorrow....=(
(T-T)
hhmmm...,.,
and meaningless of my life...,.,
~~sad__________sad~~

boriiiiinnnnkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,

waaaaa....
soO sad yesterday....,
i don't have spirits more to do my  omwork.,..,
i think i'll get more spirit last night...,
huh...=(
but..,.,,.,
emmmmmm.....
sad...sad...sad...
what shoul i do now...
do my omwork???????
haha...
it's cannot happen......,
soo...
just look and post to my blog ,,,,
what i feel nows....,.,
emmmmmmmm....,.,.,
my life is soO borink.....,
what i must do.....???
huh...
after this i  should go to mosque....,
huhu,...,.,
for solat jumaat...,.,
emmmmm....,.,
orait...
for anyone reads my blog.....,
huhu...
i hope your life not borink as my life......;l
=(...
life which full of
sadness...,.,
borinkness...,
ape lg...????
crazyness...
on so on.....
haha...
bye...
=)..
~~pEaCe nO War~~!!!!

sAd......SaD.....=(

huhu......
ari ni....
aku p jlan2 ngan mmber2 aku....
emmm...
dpe sume bwak couple.......
just me alone....=(
sad...sad....

but,..
all my stressed was release out...
hakhakhak...
aku kroke td!!!!!
wahahaha....
bez..
bez...
puas gile!!!!
syok x hingat!!!!!!!
then...
p usha merong.....
huh...
die p  cter psal citer cnte plak...
aku tngok mmber2 aku sume mnje2 ngan awek dpe...
just me...
mnje2 ngan dnding je...
=(..
aku wndu gler kt awek aku time tu...
tp...
aku call x dpat...
emmm...
tape...
aku pham die...
then aku silap anto msj....
aku tulis "eman....sayang....."
then aku anto kt no mak die plak...
hakhakhak..
kantoi suda....
=/
aku wisau ni.....
tkot die kne mrah....
aku arap die x pape....
=(=(=(

SyOk Tak HIngAt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.....
last night.,,.,
i talk with her.,.,,,
hakhakhak..,..
i tell all my prob to her..,.,
she was  good listenner.......
i'm very thankful coz get he...
to accompanied me in my life....
'i'm soo happy last nigt..,..,
but..,.,
i tell all about me to her..!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!
dari ujong rmbot smpe ujong kaki aku story kat die smlam....
huhu...
mlunye...
die twu sume psal aku..,.,
hehe:))
noting,,,,,,..
hahaha...
kami mereeeepek pnjg tau smlm...
hakhakhak...
puas...
dngo suare die...
emmmm...
bez...
bez,..
sayang.,.,.,,,
azam sayang sayang.,.,,,.
i promise to her that i wouldn't to smoke anymore.....
huh.....
i don' want anything worse happen to her...
i luv her......<3
oh my GOD...
thanks for my couple...
u have give me the good thinks in my life..,..,
i hope u'll give us happiness untill die......
~~amin~~:)

why????!!!!!!!!!

i don't know what i feel now....
i feel angry!!!!!!
i feel sad,,,,,:(
happy....>
why...?????
i don't know why should i angry......,,,
i don't know why i feel so sad...
and i know why i'm so happy....
coz there are a women still love me....,
huh....
maybe the sadness come coz my life is so useless.....
hhmmmm.....
why i feel just want to cry?????
why i feel just want to punch something????
AAAArrrgggHHHAaahagaa!!!!!!!!
why all this must happen im my life?????
why my life not free like others...
???
why..???
can anybody tell me why?????
this is my fate....
i must accept all this with open hand...
it must be a good things after this...
i hope that'll happen in my life.....,
~~brokenHeARt~~!!

cRueL LifE!!!!!!!!!

~~why??????

why?????

why my life fuLl of sOrrOw?????

why????

why?????

i think...

i never get true love from my own parent....!!

why thhis happen to me!!!!!

what differnt me n my brother!!!!!

what
!!!!!!!

why my brother always first!!!???

why my mom unfair in her loving son???
why????
what my brother want,,,
he can get all that easily from my mother....
but me...
what i want,.,,.
most what i want i never get from my mother..,
i've to get myself....
why mom always distrub my life...
she can't see me happy...!!!!
why all this must happend to me!!!!
OMG!!!!
help me to survive my life..
help me to face all this...
i know...\
nobody in this world love me....
why my life always full of sorrow??????
wHy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but..
i still have u my GOD...
where i can share averythings,,,,
and...
i've someone really loves me....
aiman...
thanks 4 love me...,.
and my GOD
i hope theres must have a sucess at the end.....

and my GOD....

i hope u'll bless our love,..,.,.,

and meet us with happiness at the end...,.,

i want her to accompanied me...,.,.,

please my GOD....

bless our love...

i realy love her....

and please change my fate in this fmily....

i need my parents love..,.,

without them...

i'm not me....,

~~AMIN~~

yEeEEeEezzZzzz!!!!!!!

at last....
hahaha...
i can hear her cuties voice...,
huh...
akhirnya...
segala rndu yg terbuku...
dpat dkeluarkan...
hakhakhak...
sooo heppy....
i miss her very much.....,
then she said..,
she wan to call me this night...,
just look n see...
haha,..
x sabonye..,.
best!!!!best!!!
dpat dngo suare eman...
cute cngt!!!!!
azam sayang eman....!!

tiK...Tok..ToK..Tik...

eemmm.....
times is always go...,
and i...,.,
still waiting for her...,.,,
just now.,.,
she text me.,.,,,
she told me that she out with he mom...,
eeemmmm.,,,
ok.,,,
never mind.,,,.
i'll wait 4 her untill she come home..,
huh..,.
last night.,.
i don't heard her voice before i sleep.,..
and..,.,
it's so hard to get sleep..,.,
always think about her..,.
and...
few second ago...
she on her fb..
then she GTG coz have things to do....
hmmm...
sooo sad.....:(:(=(=(=(
but noting have to woried....,
she say she'll text me,,,
after she done her works....
i have to waiting her text...
i really mis her..,.
but i don't know her.,,,

sOoOoOoO bOriNk!!!!!!!!!

~~there's alot of hw heve to do....
but!!!!!!
aAArRRAAGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
so tnsyen~!!!!
mlaz  nye nk buat!!!!!!

where is aiman..?????
i've waiting 4 her 4 a whole day.....
where is she..???
why she doesn't text me???
do she have a problem?????
why she dont't story to me?????
aiman...
i need u now....
please at beside me.....
accompanied me.....
i really2 miss u.....
i really2 want to hear your cuties voice,....
i really2 want u....,
please come honey....,
i can't continue my life without u....
please...
come...
come to me....
=(=(=(=(=(=(

wHeRE iS SHe????

4 the whole night....
i wait 4 her to text me....
but,,,..
emmmmm......
but  notting come.....

maybe she had sleep because tired....
ok...
i understnd......
notting to say here.......
just want to tell her.....,
i waiting 4 u......,
i miss u....,.
i want with u....,
and...
goOd Nite.....
sweets drems....
you always in my heart..,..,

LuaHan HAti;;''''''''

~~pertama kali ku dngar suaramu......
sayunya atiku merindui drimu....
walaupn blom kite brsua muka..,
nmun aku ttap jtoh cnta...,.,

~~pertama kali ku bertemu dgnmu...,
sndunya atiku melihat snyumanmu...,
aku brhrap enkau mnerimaku...,
krna aku brsedia mncntaimu.....

~~akn ku rnang lautn yg brapi....

mmbktikn khebtannya cnta ini....

ttapi jka engkau mninglkn aku...

trhris ati ini...

trguris jiwa ini....,

mnangis x brlgu.....

~~biarpon ombk yg mrubah pntai...

ksihku xkn ancur brdrai....

biarpn hri...

brgnti hri...

drimu ttp ku nnti...

~~syangku ppmpinkn ngnku...

mnuju mhligai bhgia...

kita brsma nkmati ksah cnta...

idop bgaikn di syurga...

oo~~kasih......

????=(

if i've to go before u.....
i hope u'll not cry 4 me....,
i hope u'll find someone that can protect u..,,
i don't want to see u crying...,
find someone better than me....,
i don't want to see u alone..,
i don't want to see u full of sadness..,
but in  deep of my heart....,.
i want make u happy...
i want happy with u...
A!maN.....,.,.
azam cntekan a!man.....
i promise that i'll never let u go...
i'll never let u alone....
we'll happy untill die invite us....
no one can take my heart more....,.,
just only u..
FaRah AimAN Bt RaSHid...
i need u to continue my life....,,
i need u to live.,.,.
u are my strenght...,.
i hope u'll never dissapointed me....,
i love u....,.

I lOvE u SaYaNG....

I rEalLY MiSz HeR.....~~

i fells happy when i heard your voice.....
i feels worried about u....
i feels likes want to hug u my love....,.
want to kiss you...
and say i really love u....


but...
i'll get all that maybe after u become my wife,,..
i wouldn't let u alone....
i promise that always make u happy....,
i do all that coz i need u in my life,...
no body can replace u in my heart more......
just u...
forever and ever......
~love u~~

ArGggGHHhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so tension now........
when i remember back.,,
all my history....,.,
arrrggghhh!!!!!!!!
it all about my foolness......
why this happen to me...????
i hope aiman....
will help me to forget all my sadness before.....,
aiman...
i hope you'll accept me....
my life is simple but...,,
full of foolness.......
i symphaty of her....
but she don't thankfull....,
aiman u are my last......,
after this.,,,
no more couple after u.....
i think i found the truth love...
u are the love..,.,.
i'll never let u down....,.,
i'll always beside u..,.,
coz.......
my love 4 u...
very much.....,.,

what???

what the meaning of your hate,....????
are u realy hate me...??:(
or....
u hate me coz i make u love me.....?
i think that u realy hates me......
so thats why i'll try to make your hate,.,,
become a truth love 4 me....
and i think it's gonna to be real......
coz i know your hate is your truth love.....
thanks my dear....
4 your love....
and i'll never hates u.....
u always in my heart,.....
u are the one 4 me...
now,.....
and....
4 ever......

mY HearT HaVE StolEn....~)

huh,,,.
frist i saw her....,
i like her,...,
but coz a friend.,.
i forget my feelings to her,...
but one day....,.
i tell her that i like her..,.
she say.,,
she need a time to think about it..,...
i think that i'll never get her..,.,
but i'm wrong..'
her friend told me that she needs me to accompanied her....
that what i feels to he...
i also need her in my life....:)
so when she say she accept me...,.
hakhakhak....
soo....HAPPY!!!!!
i promise that i'll never let u go....
i need u in my life....
i can't stand longer without u....,
i ealy miss u...

if i can hug u...,

i'll never let it go..,.

i love u soo..much!!!!

aiman.,.,u're my love.....<3

i'll not let u full of sadness,,,.,

i want u happy in your life....

coz...

i realy love u.,..