bye...bye...

~~PeaCE nO waR~~
i'll be at school 4 a long time...
huh...
no problem...
as long as she with me there...
i love her..
to my followers..,.,
bye bye,....

why do this to me????

why????
i wait 4 her...,.,
huh...
but..
any text not come to my inbox....
sOo  sad!!!!!
why...
da x sayang kot??????
emmm....
npe x ckap klu da x sayang????
oonow,.,.
i'm so boring!!!!!!
i think i can hear her voice...,.,
but..,.,
noting i can do now....
just wait 4 her..,.,
i hope she will call me this night.....
i realy hope that....
sOrrow+sad~~

x tau.....??

just now she call me....,
huh...
but.,.,
we just talk for a minit....,
emmmmm...,
for a whole night i wait to talk with her...,
huhu...,.,
we just talk just a minit...
emmmm.,.,
she say.,.,.,
she've to help her mother....,
that night...,.,
she take a pill.................,
then she sleepy..,.,,
ok,.,.,
but.,.,,.,
why she don't text me before she sleep?????
huh!!
fine!!
i must still wait for her....,,
huhu..,.,
kuchiwa~~~

kOsoNg,.,,KosOnG...,.,

sheats!!!!!!!!
sheats!!!!!!
i hate my life......!!
theres no meaning of this life!!!!!
OMG!!!!
why u give this kind of life to me?????=(
why????
why???
are there something waiting for me at the end?????
a things can make me happy....,
can make my life meaningfull.,.,.,,?
can  make me stop my cry????
can make me smile always...???
hhhmmm....
i hope thats realy waits for me....,.,
i don't want to face this kind of life more...,.,
always sad..,.,
huh..,.,
thanks GOD...,
coz give me a goOd friend..,,
they where always make me smile..,.,
make me happy.....,.,
hehe...,.,
but behind my smile...,.,
there full of sorrow....=(
(T-T)
hhmmm...,.,
and meaningless of my life...,.,
~~sad__________sad~~

boriiiiinnnnkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,

waaaaa....
soO sad yesterday....,
i don't have spirits more to do my  omwork.,..,
i think i'll get more spirit last night...,
huh...=(
but..,.,,.,
emmmmmm.....
sad...sad...sad...
what shoul i do now...
do my omwork???????
haha...
it's cannot happen......,
soo...
just look and post to my blog ,,,,
what i feel nows....,.,
emmmmmmmm....,.,.,
my life is soO borink.....,
what i must do.....???
huh...
after this i  should go to mosque....,
huhu,...,.,
for solat jumaat...,.,
emmmmm....,.,
orait...
for anyone reads my blog.....,
huhu...
i hope your life not borink as my life......;l
=(...
life which full of
sadness...,.,
borinkness...,
ape lg...????
crazyness...
on so on.....
haha...
bye...
=)..
~~pEaCe nO War~~!!!!

sAd......SaD.....=(

huhu......
ari ni....
aku p jlan2 ngan mmber2 aku....
emmm...
dpe sume bwak couple.......
just me alone....=(
sad...sad....

but,..
all my stressed was release out...
hakhakhak...
aku kroke td!!!!!
wahahaha....
bez..
bez...
puas gile!!!!
syok x hingat!!!!!!!
then...
p usha merong.....
huh...
die p  cter psal citer cnte plak...
aku tngok mmber2 aku sume mnje2 ngan awek dpe...
just me...
mnje2 ngan dnding je...
=(..
aku wndu gler kt awek aku time tu...
tp...
aku call x dpat...
emmm...
tape...
aku pham die...
then aku silap anto msj....
aku tulis "eman....sayang....."
then aku anto kt no mak die plak...
hakhakhak..
kantoi suda....
=/
aku wisau ni.....
tkot die kne mrah....
aku arap die x pape....
=(=(=(

SyOk Tak HIngAt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.....
last night.,,.,
i talk with her.,.,,,
hakhakhak..,..
i tell all my prob to her..,.,
she was  good listenner.......
i'm very thankful coz get he...
to accompanied me in my life....
'i'm soo happy last nigt..,..,
but..,.,
i tell all about me to her..!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!
dari ujong rmbot smpe ujong kaki aku story kat die smlam....
huhu...
mlunye...
die twu sume psal aku..,.,
hehe:))
noting,,,,,,..
hahaha...
kami mereeeepek pnjg tau smlm...
hakhakhak...
puas...
dngo suare die...
emmmm...
bez...
bez,..
sayang.,.,.,,,
azam sayang sayang.,.,,,.
i promise to her that i wouldn't to smoke anymore.....
huh.....
i don' want anything worse happen to her...
i luv her......<3
oh my GOD...
thanks for my couple...
u have give me the good thinks in my life..,..,
i hope u'll give us happiness untill die......
~~amin~~:)

why????!!!!!!!!!

i don't know what i feel now....
i feel angry!!!!!!
i feel sad,,,,,:(
happy....>
why...?????
i don't know why should i angry......,,,
i don't know why i feel so sad...
and i know why i'm so happy....
coz there are a women still love me....,
huh....
maybe the sadness come coz my life is so useless.....
hhmmmm.....
why i feel just want to cry?????
why i feel just want to punch something????
AAAArrrgggHHHAaahagaa!!!!!!!!
why all this must happen im my life?????
why my life not free like others...
???
why..???
can anybody tell me why?????
this is my fate....
i must accept all this with open hand...
it must be a good things after this...
i hope that'll happen in my life.....,
~~brokenHeARt~~!!

cRueL LifE!!!!!!!!!

~~why??????

why?????

why my life fuLl of sOrrOw?????

why????

why?????

i think...

i never get true love from my own parent....!!

why thhis happen to me!!!!!

what differnt me n my brother!!!!!

what
!!!!!!!

why my brother always first!!!???

why my mom unfair in her loving son???
why????
what my brother want,,,
he can get all that easily from my mother....
but me...
what i want,.,,.
most what i want i never get from my mother..,
i've to get myself....
why mom always distrub my life...
she can't see me happy...!!!!
why all this must happend to me!!!!
OMG!!!!
help me to survive my life..
help me to face all this...
i know...\
nobody in this world love me....
why my life always full of sorrow??????
wHy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but..
i still have u my GOD...
where i can share averythings,,,,
and...
i've someone really loves me....
aiman...
thanks 4 love me...,.
and my GOD
i hope theres must have a sucess at the end.....

and my GOD....

i hope u'll bless our love,..,.,.,

and meet us with happiness at the end...,.,

i want her to accompanied me...,.,.,

please my GOD....

bless our love...

i realy love her....

and please change my fate in this fmily....

i need my parents love..,.,

without them...

i'm not me....,

~~AMIN~~

yEeEEeEezzZzzz!!!!!!!

at last....
hahaha...
i can hear her cuties voice...,
huh...
akhirnya...
segala rndu yg terbuku...
dpat dkeluarkan...
hakhakhak...
sooo heppy....
i miss her very much.....,
then she said..,
she wan to call me this night...,
just look n see...
haha,..
x sabonye..,.
best!!!!best!!!
dpat dngo suare eman...
cute cngt!!!!!
azam sayang eman....!!

tiK...Tok..ToK..Tik...

eemmm.....
times is always go...,
and i...,.,
still waiting for her...,.,,
just now.,.,
she text me.,.,,,
she told me that she out with he mom...,
eeemmmm.,,,
ok.,,,
never mind.,,,.
i'll wait 4 her untill she come home..,
huh..,.
last night.,.
i don't heard her voice before i sleep.,..
and..,.,
it's so hard to get sleep..,.,
always think about her..,.
and...
few second ago...
she on her fb..
then she GTG coz have things to do....
hmmm...
sooo sad.....:(:(=(=(=(
but noting have to woried....,
she say she'll text me,,,
after she done her works....
i have to waiting her text...
i really mis her..,.
but i don't know her.,,,

sOoOoOoO bOriNk!!!!!!!!!

~~there's alot of hw heve to do....
but!!!!!!
aAArRRAAGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
so tnsyen~!!!!
mlaz  nye nk buat!!!!!!

where is aiman..?????
i've waiting 4 her 4 a whole day.....
where is she..???
why she doesn't text me???
do she have a problem?????
why she dont't story to me?????
aiman...
i need u now....
please at beside me.....
accompanied me.....
i really2 miss u.....
i really2 want to hear your cuties voice,....
i really2 want u....,
please come honey....,
i can't continue my life without u....
please...
come...
come to me....
=(=(=(=(=(=(

wHeRE iS SHe????

4 the whole night....
i wait 4 her to text me....
but,,,..
emmmmm......
but  notting come.....

maybe she had sleep because tired....
ok...
i understnd......
notting to say here.......
just want to tell her.....,
i waiting 4 u......,
i miss u....,.
i want with u....,
and...
goOd Nite.....
sweets drems....
you always in my heart..,..,

LuaHan HAti;;''''''''

~~pertama kali ku dngar suaramu......
sayunya atiku merindui drimu....
walaupn blom kite brsua muka..,
nmun aku ttap jtoh cnta...,.,

~~pertama kali ku bertemu dgnmu...,
sndunya atiku melihat snyumanmu...,
aku brhrap enkau mnerimaku...,
krna aku brsedia mncntaimu.....

~~akn ku rnang lautn yg brapi....

mmbktikn khebtannya cnta ini....

ttapi jka engkau mninglkn aku...

trhris ati ini...

trguris jiwa ini....,

mnangis x brlgu.....

~~biarpon ombk yg mrubah pntai...

ksihku xkn ancur brdrai....

biarpn hri...

brgnti hri...

drimu ttp ku nnti...

~~syangku ppmpinkn ngnku...

mnuju mhligai bhgia...

kita brsma nkmati ksah cnta...

idop bgaikn di syurga...

oo~~kasih......

????=(

if i've to go before u.....
i hope u'll not cry 4 me....,
i hope u'll find someone that can protect u..,,
i don't want to see u crying...,
find someone better than me....,
i don't want to see u alone..,
i don't want to see u full of sadness..,
but in  deep of my heart....,.
i want make u happy...
i want happy with u...
A!maN.....,.,.
azam cntekan a!man.....
i promise that i'll never let u go...
i'll never let u alone....
we'll happy untill die invite us....
no one can take my heart more....,.,
just only u..
FaRah AimAN Bt RaSHid...
i need u to continue my life....,,
i need u to live.,.,.
u are my strenght...,.
i hope u'll never dissapointed me....,
i love u....,.

I lOvE u SaYaNG....

I rEalLY MiSz HeR.....~~

i fells happy when i heard your voice.....
i feels worried about u....
i feels likes want to hug u my love....,.
want to kiss you...
and say i really love u....


but...
i'll get all that maybe after u become my wife,,..
i wouldn't let u alone....
i promise that always make u happy....,
i do all that coz i need u in my life,...
no body can replace u in my heart more......
just u...
forever and ever......
~love u~~

ArGggGHHhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so tension now........
when i remember back.,,
all my history....,.,
arrrggghhh!!!!!!!!
it all about my foolness......
why this happen to me...????
i hope aiman....
will help me to forget all my sadness before.....,
aiman...
i hope you'll accept me....
my life is simple but...,,
full of foolness.......
i symphaty of her....
but she don't thankfull....,
aiman u are my last......,
after this.,,,
no more couple after u.....
i think i found the truth love...
u are the love..,.,.
i'll never let u down....,.,
i'll always beside u..,.,
coz.......
my love 4 u...
very much.....,.,

what???

what the meaning of your hate,....????
are u realy hate me...??:(
or....
u hate me coz i make u love me.....?
i think that u realy hates me......
so thats why i'll try to make your hate,.,,
become a truth love 4 me....
and i think it's gonna to be real......
coz i know your hate is your truth love.....
thanks my dear....
4 your love....
and i'll never hates u.....
u always in my heart,.....
u are the one 4 me...
now,.....
and....
4 ever......

mY HearT HaVE StolEn....~)

huh,,,.
frist i saw her....,
i like her,...,
but coz a friend.,.
i forget my feelings to her,...
but one day....,.
i tell her that i like her..,.
she say.,,
she need a time to think about it..,...
i think that i'll never get her..,.,
but i'm wrong..'
her friend told me that she needs me to accompanied her....
that what i feels to he...
i also need her in my life....:)
so when she say she accept me...,.
hakhakhak....
soo....HAPPY!!!!!
i promise that i'll never let u go....
i need u in my life....
i can't stand longer without u....,
i ealy miss u...

if i can hug u...,

i'll never let it go..,.

i love u soo..much!!!!

aiman.,.,u're my love.....<3

i'll not let u full of sadness,,,.,

i want u happy in your life....

coz...

i realy love u.,..