x tau.....??

just now she call me....,
huh...
but.,.,
we just talk for a minit....,
emmmmm...,
for a whole night i wait to talk with her...,
huhu...,.,
we just talk just a minit...
emmmm.,.,
she say.,.,.,
she've to help her mother....,
that night...,.,
she take a pill.................,
then she sleepy..,.,,
ok,.,.,
but.,.,,.,
why she don't text me before she sleep?????
huh!!
fine!!
i must still wait for her....,,
huhu..,.,
kuchiwa~~~

kOsoNg,.,,KosOnG...,.,

sheats!!!!!!!!
sheats!!!!!!
i hate my life......!!
theres no meaning of this life!!!!!
OMG!!!!
why u give this kind of life to me?????=(
why????
why???
are there something waiting for me at the end?????
a things can make me happy....,
can make my life meaningfull.,.,.,,?
can  make me stop my cry????
can make me smile always...???
hhhmmm....
i hope thats realy waits for me....,.,
i don't want to face this kind of life more...,.,
always sad..,.,
huh..,.,
thanks GOD...,
coz give me a goOd friend..,,
they where always make me smile..,.,
make me happy.....,.,
hehe...,.,
but behind my smile...,.,
there full of sorrow....=(
(T-T)
hhmmm...,.,
and meaningless of my life...,.,
~~sad__________sad~~